Love takes time

I like your admiration but it pisses me when you think I like you back. It makes me uneasy when you throw cheesy lines at me just to make me believe you're sincere. Stop that dude. I doubt if I will ever get to appreciate your effort.

Hindi lang kasi lahat nadadaan sa pacheesy-cheesy lines lang.

It takes a long time for me to love someone and what we are now isn't enough to settle myself to be in loved with you. And then you're here asking me to be your girlfriend. It's not that easy. Sabi nga ni Mariah Carey "Love takes time".

I don't close any of my doors to fall in love. Ang gulo no? Hindi naman kasi maiiwasan yun eh, kahit gaano pa kita ka-hate ngayon darating din ang time na baka madevelop ako pero it depends pa rin sa akin kung paano ko iha-handle ang feelings ko. Ang ironic nga eh. Siguro dala na ito ng pagiging single ko for so many years. BUT TO CLEAR, I AM NOT DESPERATE TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND at dahil hindi pa yun ang focus ko, I am fighting the urge to like you.

There are things that I need to set aside first so that when I'm ready to face them, I am sure that I'll be responsible enough not to let them go. Yung kaya ko ng panindigan. :)

So, I want you to stay far from being totally in loved with me. I can't reciprocate the feelings you have for me right now. Magulo. However, if you really do love me, you'll have the will to prove that to me regardless the pain you might get. You'll wait.